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[kobes]

yeah, i do, dumbass.
some shit's sacred. the way she talks about you is one of them.

[blunt, to the point, the way he never is -- because it's too important, because jake's the only one who'll do what must be done, if it comes to it.]

i don't want alvida knowing i'm with you.
so if it starts looking like she's catching on or getting close or something i'm disappearing.
and you gotta make sure ani doesn't try to find me.
okay?

[ailerons]

[ Torn between the glow of a phone screen and the cherry-red of his cigarette, Jake frowns down at both. Behind the closed balcony doors: rustled sheets, the slope of an outstretched calf. Jake glances over his shoulder through the panes of glass, expression small and quiet and heavy. Some shit's sacred, same way promises are. You don't make 'em if you don't plan on keeping them.

A long beat. Then, ]

She'll miss you, Koby.
You sure you want that?

[ Not a yes. Not a no, either. ]

[kobes]

no, i don't WANT that, dumbass 😤
what i want is for u to have to deal with me roasting your pancake skills every morning until i'm 40
and to steal ur wife for sleepovers in my room with the dogs and the fancy booze u get from who knows the fuck where

[veiled in sarcasm, the truth: koby wants that so badly it's like blood in his mouth, crushing his ribs, aching in it's impossibility. the kinda want that hurts, that can kill if you aren't careful.]

but i don't want alvida anywhere near you guys
i'd rather go back to working nights on my knees in nassau and barcelona like she wants me to
so if it comes to that

yeah.

[ailerons]

Says someone who's never had my pancakes
Or seen what I look like while I'm making these pancakes.

[ That yeah. is doing a lot of work. In the dark of the night, Jake thinks: Alone isn't such a good look on you, Koby. ]

I'm only going to tell you this once:
You're not going back to a life where you wake up scared shitless every day because you think you're being noble.
I told you. We'll take care of it.
That includes you.

[kobes]

smarmy and full of teeth.
it's like i'm there.

[a beat, a prickle:]

i'm not scared.
i've been doing this for a real long time, jake. longer than you wanna know.
and i'm not trying to be noble.
i care about maybe five people in the whole world and ani's one of them.
if you have to choose, i know who you're gonna choose.
and i'm telling you that's exactly what i want, if it comes to it.
that's all.



but if you don't gotta choose and you can take alvida's bitch ass out without getting caught, i wouldn't be mad.